Dear Diary,

Going through life day by day, trying to figure out where to even START. Drowning in this life with nothing to hold onto. Everything in the distance is clouded. My mind gathers up all these “things” that I could get started on but have a million things that I am trying to juggle all at the same time. “ADHD” starts kicking in and by the end of the day, NOTHING you wanted done gets done. & the inspiration to be the better me rolls into tomorrow, just to try from square one… all over again. Failure once again has met me at the end of my days & I can’t seem to see what lies ahead. I’ll try this again tomorrow… I’m still holding not to HOPE.